Saturday, December 25, 2004

Endangered

They walked across golden paths
marching towards a tunnel
with no end
Seeking a triumph not to be found
their intent is scarred with need
to pretend

One step
Two step
Three step

With lack of any resistance
through this mapless journey
they went
In this childless vast land
they found no cause
to lament

One step
Two step
Three step

A pool of raw liquid tranquility
found was the object of their
determined rage
Proceeding with swords in hand
they ruptured the liquid in their
frenzied craze

One step
Two step
Three step

Slain lay the colorless beast
the bane water rippling
as it fell
Gone was the mirror
through which they could
see themselves

Friday, December 24, 2004

Pact With A Hurricane

There might be a time
When you tire of sweet words
At such a time I will be happy
With insults from you
All I ask is that
You keep some attention on me
And for this difficult request
I shall take away all
What I need
What I have
What I dream of
All that keeps me from you

Count to Three

Paper cuts scissors? Scissors cut paper?
Wrapped around a rock
Impoverished ink bleeding on wood
Clandestine rage seen by the blind
Forced benevolence wet tears
Souls jerked by gripped volcanoes
Where the grass of affection cannot grow
Paper cuts scissors? Scissors cut paper?
Wrapped around a rock
Stabbed is the joy of proclamation
Buried under the fire of jealousy
Majestic beneath a thorn crown
From which no flower will ever bloom
An open wound preserved in an ice cage
Paper cuts scissors? Scissors cut paper?
Wrapped around a rock
Thrown to the realm of the forgotten
Only to unfurl in innocent dreams
Shaken by a single ray of light
Scorching an already gray tolerance
To occupy long endured humility
Paper cuts scissors? Scissors cut paper?
Wrapped around a heart

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Outrunning The Sun

Interrupted by time
How will I ever know
What can become mine?
Sunk in seas of deception
That defies my perception
Committing all my trust
Trying to find an exit
Not a want but a must
Light between your hands
Showing me serenity
The way only you can

Vocabulary II

Rebirth, Chance, Revolution
Daring, Sole, Production
Hope, Deep, Existence
Dream, Life, Persistence
Bury, Creation, Pain
Savor, Bitter, Sane
Break, Stone, Fear
Inspire, Cursed, Where
Need, Never, Daunting
Chiseled, Ensnared, Shocking
Dread, Learned, Resilience
Adore, Stubborn, Acceptance

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Dashed

Bending a cause of resurrection
Demolished barriers of my vicinity
Complicating all of my submission
Unveil hidden spiritless fears
Smothering to subdue reaction
On my knees I bend before you
Murdering pride for exhaustion
Inside a pleasurable predicament
All but screaming for attention
To lie here beneath the stones
Built by hands in elation
Kill the messenger in speech
Before the death of your persuasion
Live to be enacted upon
From you there is no evasion
Beg for cried mercy in your soul
If from such sin there is absolution
For i've been wounded by a hand
I cannot bear to see a wound in

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Eyes Of Stone

Feel things you never show
How was I supposed to know?
Tired of clinging to sanity
Gathering shredded dignity
Ask to clutch at rationale
A race against the eventual
Attempt to outrun my heart
Hold on to that missing part
Pierces my soul day by day
So close yet so far away
Enfolded in seething desperation
Asking to lose all sensation
Existence is now what you choose
I quote " there is nothing to lose"
I cannot claim that no one has experienced this
For since the creation of man it began to exist
To say that I am different
That my heart pumps blood of a different kind
That my thoughts never branded another's mind
To be consoled in the simple fact
That no one else has suffered from lack
Everything has been put at stake
And all I have is a love that generates heartbreak
An adoration that kills it's everlasting beholder
A glory cursed by it's silent worshipper
So praised, when all it can do
Is make you missed while with you
Regret that as much as you tell me
I'll never hear unspoken thoughts, see all you see
Yes, I must find misery in this blessed emotion
Yet I haven't regretted a moment since it's creation

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Adorned

Why is this unto me? Reflection of the mind and soul, a desperate cry for freedom. Wanting, Reflecting, Inflicting, Repenting...Repenting for what? The unknown seeing...making sense, yet not quite. Cast mercy unto a soul leading a life of desperation, but why? No...not why...never why...only how? The need itself is sufficient enough for the why. View. A vision of reality, prophecy...No, a vision of seeking...seeking what? Peace? Tranquility? No...Conflict, Battle, Savoring, Knowing, and Forgetting. Deceit. Deceive whom? Yourself. You alone...again, desperation. It dominates. See, Search, Know...Blind. Blinded by self. Seeking to save victim from aggressor. Both Twisted, Weilded, Rampantly Infused... To destroy one, destroys the other. Frustration kills Desperation. Fury...Fury massacres emotion, A weapon against itself. Could it be? Why? No, not why...What?...Love Suicide.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Free Advice

Claiming that love
Is terminal dignity
That it's possible
To attach it to pity

To ask nothing...

Sink to you knees
Bend a spine of steel
Throw away respect
For what you feel

To expect nothing...

In the name of love
Take away selfish pride
Rules of a charitable game
By which we must abide

To depend on nothing...

I present to you
A truth you can't deny
To say I Love You
One must first say "I"

Therein lies freedom...




Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Self-Preservation

Save me from myself for I can't see
Beautiful dreams strung across the moon
What is true to you is a cover for me

A fleeting thought planting a seed
Casting deceit and merciless shadows
To blindly follow a road that doesn't lead

Senses one thinks to cherish
Pearls captive to a treacherous sea
Fearing that one day they will perish

Save me from myself for I can't see
See me not as what I am but what I do
What is true to you is a cover for me

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Shadowed Envisage

Welcome to my self-created insanity
Where peaks of madness reach proximity
Magnificent release farewell reality
Here I observe what you fail to see
How each of you can relate to me
Why no one will ever hear my plea
Bathed in seas of ebony light
Till I can't even comprehend my plight
Where sad bliss reaches a new height
And my rationality can drift away
Denied is the existence of another day
Here in my wakeful sleep I lay

Friday, October 15, 2004

Living An Oxymoron

Inexplicably unruly
begging to tempt cruelty
Irreparable damage
nurtured by gentle savage
Silently gregarious
attempting skillful clumsiness
Deranged sanity
discussing eloquent profanity
Calloused sleekness
emerging from luminous bleakness
Blissful torment
defying a calm current
Arranged chaos
rebuilding valuable loss
Liquid metal
cooling to corrosively settle
Passionate estrangement
trapped in split entanglement
Conceited demureness
settling a violent caress
Coherent nonsense
creating an unforgivable chance

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Severed And Surviving

Hands thrown up with a sigh
Dare we fix what we deny
It cannot be cured it's a fact
An undeniable situation we can't retract
How to cure a body with no head
With a heart blackened by lead
Hands thrown up with a sigh
Dare we fix what we deny
The tongue has been salvaged
The mind completely ravaged
Pin down all those flailing arms
Imagine if they did some harm
Hands thrown up with a sigh
Dare we fix what we deny
Put a blindfold on those eyes
Can't have them seeing the disguise
Ears have grown deaf from misuse
Can't attempt to survive the abuse
Hands thrown up with a sigh
Dare we fix what we deny
If only a single bone remains
We will build for the rest of our days

Monday, October 04, 2004

Rightful Violation

A mapless journey
In a memoir of senses
Drenched in a sea
Of mindless whispers
Clarity safely evadaded
Light perceivably less
Darkness has enveloped
Yet there is no sign
No shattering release
Of my eternal occupation
Only the sight of glory
In all that isn't mine

Clarity

The perfect sky is torn
I want to live through you
How was all this born?
See the way to your soul
Kiss away the wounds
Make your beauty whole
Sooth your confusion
Remove all the hate
Replace it with passion
Heal it so that...
The perfect sky is no longer torn

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Vocabulary

Want, Fear, Haste
Hate, Understanding, Angst
Sorrow, Joy, Redemption
Conflict, Yearning, Submission
Cold, Wonder, Reality
Dream, Shock, Cruelty
Depth, Light, Respect
Passion, Chaos, Reflect
Burden, Suprise, Worry
Sense, Change, Beauty
Blank, Insight, Frustration
Innocence, Illusion, Adoration

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Politically Incorrect

Your soul interpreted by mine
freedom quotes ignorance is bliss
yet i'm left with my decline
can there possibly be a place
where i'll understand the world
or will injustice unmask it's face
entrapped in human cages
looking through a glass globe
marring lives through ages
your soul interpreted by mine
freedom quotes ignorance is bliss
yet i'm left with my decline

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Painted Sea Of Whispers

Peirce shadows of time
the stroke of an artist
painting all that's mine
bathing me in light
sheilding the darkness
removing every sight
breathe in my senses
yeilding to fighting desires
destroying all pretenses
erase all my fears
taking away sanity
drowning in my tears
see through me
creating a crystal world
living where I want to be





Shattered Crystal

Steal my pain
Take it away
Leave me be
Let me stay
Search souls
Break thorns
Leave me be
Let me mourn
Broken smiles
Living lies
Trying to refuse
What you deny
Leave me be
Let hearts cry
Plead to the sky
For the sun to set
asking redemption
attempting to forget
Leave me be
Let me pray
Live sorrow nights
Have your day
Hide beneath a mask
Beauty in disguise
Leave me be
Let your eyes
Build a cage of ice
I'll be your fire
Steal my pain
Take it away
Leave me be
Let me stay


Words, Only Words

Shuddering me to the core
Entrapped in chains of letters
Invasion of my own surrender
I'll always come back for more
Have I lost control?

Words...

Engraving them in my heart
Living my searching soul
Carrying my heartless mind
Swallowing me whole
Have I lost control?

Words...

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Story Of You And Me

They were two of the same kind
Bred by the land moved by the tide
Seperate in life one in death
Looked upon it was impalpable
They were of the same breath
Inconvenienced in worldly essence
Yet here, they had a unified presence
Was it one or two? They asked
Perhaps one or two beneath a mask

Sought-After Visions

I see it robbed of entity
I see it ravaged with sorrow
I see it in need of sovereignty
I see it shining through tomorrow
I see it live through mankind
I see it breathe through me
I see it hope for that one find
I see Palestine

Bad Endings

I never thought it would end like this

Declined by my own strength

Ignorance is truly bliss

Living like there is no tomorrow

As if there is nothing in life to miss

Realization then hits you like a fist

I never thought it would end like this

Inside Out

Sitting here trying to find
A bit of peace of mind
Wondering why my place
Isn't away from this state
Looking to be found
Dragged from beneath the ground
Walking an endless road of thought
Discovering some things can't be bought
Sitting here...Discovering me

Feats Of Nature

Could there be times
When you don't want to blink
Just because you think
You dont want to miss a thing
Want to look for an endless river
One you could follow forever
Find a mountain that's too high to climb
But still you make the effort
To make that single find
You're playing shadow games with your mind
It was always there in you inside

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Recollection Of Thoughts

This short story is just my way of conveying that nothing is truly what it seems but rather tends to be a reflection of our own thoughts or feelings. We perceive what we wish just as we give out what we think is necessary.

There it was, glistening in the hot summer’s day, catching the sun as it was tilted ever so slightly between the unkempt blades of grass. Jagged from all ends, yet shining as only such a beautiful diamond could. The branches of the tree seemed to obeyingly shift with the wind, yet never once did they block the sun’s rays from contacting the diamond’s glaring surface. The wind’s deceiving strength managed to catch this mass of light; over turn it and take it on its journey outside the sanctuary of greenery, and onto the lowly dirt of the footpath. The air seemed to grasp it and all of the sudden it was a possession of the invisible enemy around it. Seized forcibly, it began to slowly, yet steadily, roll down the dirt path. Such a precious object can never be left alone, so down the road I went. I followed with calm footsteps, because, I was gripped with the constant fear that if any haste was made, the earth beneath us would seize it; and it would fade from my vision. I remained on this journey for a length of time, which cannot be measured in calibers of time or days, but rather in moments of happiness, which passed. This is why the time spent on this journey is nothing and everything. The monotonous voyage went on with both vision and mind obscured by the shining object of fixation. I couldn’t, or rather wouldn’t remove it from my sight from constant fear of losing it. Wonders of nature engulfed me, perhaps more beautiful than the object of my pursuit, but I was blinded by the passion I had for completing the journey I had started. As suddenly as this all had begun, it ended. The wind let the diamond out of this entrapment, and suddenly it was free for me to put it in its next prison, the palm of my hand. Somehow, against my flesh, its brightness seemed to dull. At that moment I realized that my diamond was in fact a piece of glass, as worthless as the dirt we were both traveling on…


You are not wrong who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream ~Edgar Allan Poe